much better

I'm actually happily happy haha.. I feel the taste of winning, ah it feels so good.. Speaking of which, it's interesting how feelings can left us up or takes us to the bottom o_o what is a feeling anyway? and what's the difference between feelings and emotions? I'm not gonna write a long article, but *i know, there's always a buttttt* I will share a bit..

Based on excessive readings *ahem* people are saying that emotions are what come with the human package, it's in our DNA, emotions like: sadness, happiness,f ear, surprise, anger, etc... These basic emotions are cross-culture so doesn't matter what color you are, how tall you grew up to be, or where you come from. Feelings, on the other hand, are our emotional reactions to people, things or situations, and yes, your culture, personality, and experiences play a role here. And I also read that with a positive attitude, we can alter the way we feel. I conclude with this quote:

"Choose each day to feel the way you wish to feel, no matter what is going on around you. And let your feelings pull you toward the fulfillment of your destiny."

I want to go back to 365.. I did a sketch but to sit and actually paint.. I need a kick haha ^^'

I don't understand how this is going.. I'm moody.. very!! but who's not?

So when I suddenly want to paint.. I can't, my time is already booked. And when I dedicate some artistic time, I actually spend the time with a pencil in my hand and a sketchbook  in the other, but nothing comes out. As per a recent discovery.. I admit that I can't force art..

Okay I think I'm done here ^^ until next time, I wish you have a good time *always*

douka

round and round

There's something missing.. I have a life,, a good one el7mdellah.. I have a loving family and supporting friends.. I've had dreams,,, I've had hopes.. but things somehow changed and I don't feel the same anymore.. It's like time has stopped and I'm stuck in this point of my life where I don't know where I am, or where I'm going.. 

Well, on the bright side *haha since I'm happily sad, there must be a bright side* I did something today.. second day of the experiment went well ;) and I painted.. or maybe I should say.. I ruined the painting :P but you see, it's abstract art, so it's not ruined really.

Hoping that tomorrow will be a better day.. maybe I just need my 8 hours of sleep ^^.

gnite <3

what happened

WOW! a whole month passed since I last wrote here..

Now let me update you millions of invisible people following me :P and the 2 lovely visible persons who already know all about me.

As for using the wacom.. it lasted..... 10 days i think.. then I stopped.. you ask why?

I blame my windows OS and my non-mac laptop ^^' and I'm not kidding..I do big paintings with corel painter and it's slow like a snail *no offense* so ... the solution is? well you know.. this

now you see.. if I do get a mac I will have to commit to my artistic part and utilize the mac daily and to be honest I'm not up for it.. Digital paintings are great but I still prefer using my pencil and brushes ^^

so you think I should sell my wacom? *hahaha* however you see.. if I had to produce a big painting to be printed.. say for a gallery for example *ahem* or for a T-shirt *ahem again* or for a children's book, then it's different ^^.. well now I'm more interested in digital painting..

So until the next update, I wish you have a great time! 

douka